Friday, May 15, 2009

Greek Tragedy

I look around and I begin to think that I’m trapped inside of some Greek tragedy…everyone plays their parts but we all know that it will end in certain death. Now I have to ask myself which character is it that I will play. Am I a tortured soul like Hamlet? Naw, Hamlet was a cry baby. Maybe, I’m Edipus Rex, do I want to kill my father and marry my mother? Nope, that’s not me either I don’t even know my mother and if I did I doubt I’d like her at all. He did have one thing right though, we should all just gouge out our eyes and become blind to the world around us. Actually, that wouldn’t help either, sure that is fine for the weak who don’t really want to see but for me I see thing all too clearly. My curse…is that I live with my eyes wide open as opposed to most who live with eyes shut. I see all the distorted dirty and ugly things of life. I see people for who they really are not for who I want them to be. You may think this is a good thing…well its not. I no longer hold onto a fairy tale dream of the world, I see what is true and believe me I see you. But…the point is I see you, yes…but you don’t see me, you don’t see me at all. You see me for what you want me to be not for what I really am. So, I’ll force a smile and I’ll play my part in this play called life and we will all sleep peacefully at night…until the writer decides its time for us to exit the stage

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Stress

What is stress? is it pain? is it drama? is it tears? really what is it?
to me stress is life,life is stress
i mean you work so hard for one thing
and you try and try and try
but in the end u end up hurt and alone
and so stressed out that u dont know what to do with yourself anymore
your world has crumbled down and your left helpless


"When life gives you lemons make lemonade"

that saying is so true right? i mean u cant alway look at the bad things
and say "oh screw this life is over"
u also need to look at the better side of thing and smile
even if your world is not working out the way you want


i geuss my point in this blog is no matter how alone and lonley you feel
u need to look up and smile and this "hey being alone isnt such a bad thing"
and be happy with the way you are and life will work out soon enough

~Stacey

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Misfourtne

PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY NO MATTER HOW BAD OFF YOUR LIFE IS,THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE OFF THEN YOU.I GUESS ITS A SOURCE OF COMFORT.

BUT THE IDEA THAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE OFF LEADS TO THE LOGICAL CONCLUSION THAT SOMEWHERE IN THIS WORLD THERE IS A PERSON WHO IS IN WORSE SHAPE THAN EVERYONE ELSE.SOME GUY WHO HAS ALMOST 6 BILLION PEOPLE DOING BETTER THEN HIM.


BUT IN REALITY,AS YOU GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THE BAD-SHAPE PILE,IT BECOMES HARDER AND HARDER TO KNOW WHO'S DOING WORSE.

IS A BLIND,PARALYZED,MANIAC REALLY BETTER OFF THEN A THREE-FOOT PARAPLEGIC IMBECILLE?

TOUGH CALL


THEN THER'S ALWAYS MY 'PLUS-A-HEADACHE'FORMULA.NO MATTER HOW HORRIBLE AND PAINFUL A PERSONS CONDITION MAY BE,IT CAN ALWAYS BE MADE WORSE BY SIMPLY ADDING A HEADACHE.'HE WAS POOR,IGNORANT,DISEASED,LONELY,DEPRESSED,AND ABANDONED-PLUS HE HAD A HEADACHE.'


LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.THE HEADACHE WILL VERY LIKELY GO AWAY.

This was not written by me a good friend of mine wrote this andi believe its very true

Lonley road alone

Its always a one way ticket,Never the two way street alone on the bus to nowhere, Empty seat next to me,No place to call home, The open road laughs at me i hear it as the bus pulls away, we leave empty seat still beside me, The road of life is best traveld alone..No lies, No tears, No hurt, And all the dreams of a lifetime have never dreamed with eyes wide open on the lonley road alone

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

So its over

So i had been dating this guy for oh what was it 7 months, and well yesterday we ended it and well i feel as if my life is about to end i miss him so much!!!! but there is no way he will take me back now i mean hes all like i wanna be friends but for me im like i love you and hate you at the same time it so hard!

but in the end i think it will be goo for me you know like i can grow from it and learn not to trust right away and maybe now i can move on and find a real man who has a good job and has a life going for him and if i am ment to be with this guy i will be right??